Written by Dunsin Olaniyan (@shizzy_chase)
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Chapter 10
I knew my dad was a loose cannon,the screw to his brains were loose..but not to this extent;the depth in darkness of the room i was kept was naked..I couldn't see myself, I hit the door with the little strength in me"hello!!,let me out!!!papa!!,uncle Ben""..i kept banging and screaming at the top of my voice..After a little while,I lost my voice and slept off..
I was awoken the next morning by some distant noise,I tried to create a little hole to peep and see through,I suddenly felt a sharp pain on my head"ouch!!,it must have been the stick that was used on me",I touched my head and felt blood..caught up in thoughts of how this whole episode had been playing itself,I heard a voice scream"Freda!!...Freda.. Freda!!..are you there?!..
Who could this be?this is a familiar voice?,not my fathers..could it be.........
"right here,I'm here...Kel is that you?!!"I voiced..Yes hon.."make a constant sound so I could trace your voice"..For the first time in a long while, I regained my strength to hit the trapped entrance hard.. "Hold on dear,I've got this"he said after he had gotten to where I was... He broke the bondage holding me captive free and I came pouring out like a bag of rice..
He lifted me up with his broad chest and kissed the hell out of me!while I was reminiscing like a lost soul in heaven...I didn't resist,I wanted it,I needed it,I yearned for it.." Promise me you won't be stupid again"he said.."I won't Kel" ,I replied back..
"How did you find me?", I asked curiously.." Once beaten,twice shy",he replied with a grin on his cheeks.. His smile automatically sent butterflies to my stomach.."let's hurry before those thugs get back,I watched their movements all night, those two old wretched men are low lives..how did you fall victim?do you know them?should we go report to the police?
He asked questions I knew not the answers,with curiosity in his eyes,indicating he was looking up to me for quick replies..I had a split second to answer series of questions, should I just tell the truth?or do I keep up with the lies?does this man deserve my dishonesty?? I stared at the ground wishing it could swallow me up.
Chapter 11
"Damn you!!!,you better start talking, and this time the real truth!..." Those men that captured me is my father and his friend",I said in a dim,shallow voice."let's get out of here,we l come back to that ",he grabbed my left arm and swung it around his shoulder, sweeping me off my feet to his back...he paced without slowing down.." This guy is a horse,yes!!..I thought..I rode on his back like I would ride on a horses back..he had the strenght of a horse,would his dick be like that of a horse too?I thought recklessly.. "Look,we are close to where I parked the car, just hang on tight Freda" he said..we finally got to the car and he placed me like egg,leaning me towards the back seat of the car..hurriedly, he shut the door of the back seat and made way for the ignition..
Once he started the engine,it kicked."God is still with us after all,he said jokingly.. I could not afford a joke nor a smile,my head was Panging and I started bleeding on my head seriously.. But I didn't mind,and didn't want Kel to mind too...my major headache was for us to make it out of this God forsaken land alive!!..Kel kept his eyes glued to the wheels till we got out of sight..
We were already getting to the next village called "ibillo".. A rural area in the outskirts of Benin,the town shared borders with both kogi and Benin.
Kelvin made a halt!!" What's the probs Kel??.."I need you to tell me who you are,where is your family!who are you going to see in Lagos?..I need nothing less than the truth!!!...
I started sobbing; hoping my tears will appeal to his emotions.. Kel was everything a real woman wanted.he had the action of a man,and the compassion of a woman.."Kel,I told you he is my dad".."rubbish!!,he said..how can your dad lock you up?why would he?..I don't understand.. "I thought of what to say to make him comprehend but words were scarce..then I picked up courage and looked him in the eye,while he was quizzing me, grabbed his fore arm,leaned forward tip toeing,and kissed his soft,succulent lips..after the long French kiss,he became the one lost for words not me!!!..
Chapter 12
We both lost our lungs due to the deep,passionate kisses..I was practically gasping for air but I still wanted more..he lifted me up from the side of the road and placed me at d backseat where he joined me..
It was a sensual feeling..he kissed me from the crown of my head to the sole of my feet..afterwards, he grabbed the weakest part of my body(breast and nipple),he used his tongue to fiddle with them..Christ!!I was screaming at the top of my moaning.. It had this ticklish feeling that even made it more interesting when he bit my nipples with both his lips..that gave me a bitter sweet sensation..
I grabbed his dick for the first time to certify the size.."Horse!!!..I enthused..it was about the first big thing I have ever seen..I never had a relationship because its either my brother and father gang up to threaten a guy they noticed made passes at me,or my family shame victimized me from getting a good guy..
Kel noticed a pause with his dick in my hands"Freda what's the problem?"..."nothing Kel,I'm just not game for this,I've been through alot .."I know dear..he said"..I felt a warm substance fall on my palm..he had ejaculated, and it kept gushing out like a spring.. "I'm sorry, he rushed off hurriedly...*sighs*.."thank God",I chanted in my subconscious...part of me wanted him,but how can I sleep with a man I just met..how could I make love to this man when I suffered bruises in my vagina.. I felt a big tear in my pussy,and the pain reminded me not try any escapades for now till I was OK in every aspect... Lasgidi state of mind,I thought..as he rushed back from where he cleaned up..he started the engine and we moved on..
Chapter 13,
I felt cold water to my face..what's wrong,I thought.."wake up you moron, you have blanked out enough"...could that be my fathers voice??how???...that was when reality dawned on me that I've been dreaming in heaven compared to the hell of a nightmare I was waking up to.."where is my kel"?.."what happened to the Lagos trip"..I started thinking bout how possible all these scenarios were to the core aspect of life in reality..
Then a slight head ache brought a reminder of how I fainted due to a rod being used on my head.."shit!!I'm dead!!..the dream would have been a better reality to go to right now..I couldn't move cause I was bound with duct tapes and chains on my feet,the more I struggled, the more the pains increased..I felt like a creature God hated!!how can he let the devil have a filled day with me??what was the essence of living a life of pain,shame and sorrow....as I was debating with words in my thoughts, I felt a hand touch my thighs.."come hear you little cunt"...."papa,what did I do wrong??,why are you doing this?what do you stand to gain??...a lot!!!,he interrupted "look at the little that is left of us,everybody is gone,everything is gone..I want to live my last days in affluence.., my dear wife,he sobbed..." I'm so sorry it has to be this way,I'm sending Freda in 3days to the great beyond,....
I stared at my dad..this man is a psycho,I thought..what do I do?before I could even think,he grabbed me,slapped me in other to humble me,and opened my innocent legs again to have sex with me...as he was pounding heavily deep inside me,I felt so much pain that I became painless.. I had been dis oriented by life and disfigured by my father that brought me to the world..
Chapter 14,
Just as he was about to be through with his shenanigans, his best friend walked in,
"haa!!,Balooo!!,balooos gun!!,you done quickly run am sharp sharp..you be bad man"..my father kept a grin on his cheek and stole a stare at me.."how far that baba now?he asked.."he talk sey every every don set..na make you do your part"..what!!I screamed in me,..is his part sexing me??Christ!!save my soul..my body is irredeemable.. Have mercy,..as I was praying in my heart,his best friend tied me properly and took advantage to touch my body parts..I spat at his face"useless bastard!!!,I said,you want to have me the way you had my mum nights dad wasn't around??"
My dads face turned red..I've never seen so much rage clouded up in his face for a loved one apart from my mum..they were both reckless but he loved her recklessly too..by that time,Mr Benson had already worn a sober look.."Bidemi",my dad called..it was my name in which my dad called when he was serious about an issue that needed the truth.."did I hear you correctly, he asked.."Balo,this girl is talking trash,its all a set up to make us fight"".."Bidemi!!!...sir?,I replied.."is there any validity in what you said??.."yes sir"..I answered...in the twinkle of an eye,they were both wrestling.. They beat each other up till..."wait!!,Benson pleaded.."if you want to kill me,go ahead but Freda is my daughter!!!!!!!
How?why?when? Were likely questions drawn up on my face..are you saying this useless pig is my father!!.."O God!!,I'm a dead woman walking "..mum has killed me oooo.
Before I could think much,my dad or supposed dad brought out a knife and stabbed his best friend in the throat..it was a terrible sight to behold..he slot the knife deep into his oesophagus and brought it out, within 5seconds,the whole place was in a pool of blood..at that point,I had said my last prayers in wait for Mr Balogun to come and terminate my life..he looked at me as he was done with his friend..and he started walking towards me with the knife,as he was moving closer,I started recollecting how he mercilessly killed his friend and left him cold blooded..I was next to go,and I was also prepared to;"mum and bros,here I come"..
Chapter 15;
He brought the knife to my neck and lowered it to my legs,to my utmost surprise, he cut me loose.."go!"he said..I was transfixed in my position, why would he let me go after all these humiliation... Is it the secret I let out that made the difference? Was it my prayers?was it another type of trap??.."I know you would never forgive me..he started.. I was pushed into doing blood money and through failed attempts, I lost your mum and siblings..I was assured that once I have sex with you thrice and bring you in,you will be used as the sacrificial lamb..but as it is...*coughs*..I want you to run as fast*coughs heavily*as you can and never come back.."papa,I said sobbing "let's leave and seek help from pastors".. He let out a slim smile" its too late,I've slept,wined and dined with the devil".. He gasped for air and he dropped dead
It would have been expected I cried,but it never happened.. My face was as dry as a rock..I took a glance at both corpse.."so this is where life ends"..vanity upon vanity..we struggle, hussle and bustle all to end up 6fts underground..All the human pride,ego,hatred,inequality, scorn will all be irrelevant in the end..all of a sudden,I snapped out of thoughts of the dead,they are gone..I searched every where for anything valuable but none,I was able to scrambled #1115,I took it along with my heels..I ran to the spot I left kel to see if a miracle would happen.."God!!lemme meet him,I'll tell the truth and nothing but the truth"..I got there and met no kel,I wasn't disappointed but angry at my ego for not even explaining things in the first place..as I walked away to try and add up the money to complete Lagos bus of #3000..I heard from behind "ma'am,wait!!!"... Who could that be??
Chapter 16;
I turned to look back and it was the hotel manager.." Mr Kelvin asked me to give you this if I ever saw you"..."thanks"....I said,as I collected the brown envelope.. I took a couple of steps before checking it..in it,there was a letter,#5000 cash and a complimentary card..
The letter goes thus..."my love,my love for you stays reassuringly every time you go..I've left all you need to bring you to Lagos,and dropped my address too..make sure you take care of you for us..I'll be waiting as long as it takes,even if it means forever..Kel.."
I broke down in tears after reading the note..I didn't deserve Kel..he was too good,he was that shiny light in my darkness,he was my muse,my charm..I wiped my tears,dusted my gown and headed for the motor park..I paid and took my sit, then I started drawing out plans on what and what to do when I get to Lagos,who to meet and all..will I still go to my neighbours place,or should I stay with Kel??no!!that's absurd,don't want to loose my value in his sight..so I stuck to the plan,let's see whether staying over at my ex neighbours home is accepted.
The journey to Lagos was farther than I envisaged.. There were a lot of bumpy roads,I just kept staring through the window at the beautiful nature created by God..I thought they said everything God creates is Good??how come my life has been halted by so many Bad?how come the devil is using my life to play Sudoku?I didn't even think Job suffered what I suffered..The stigma,the abuses,the eternal,physical, emotional and psychological damages?
Guess they are questions that can never be answered..I thought about what Mr Balogun said about how he used my brothers, how??was it metaphysically he jinxed them to steal??in other for their bloods to spill?did he also hex mum to faint,collapse and die??
"SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!!!,I THINK I'VE LOST IT!!"
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