Wednesday, 20 September 2017

Life and times of Freda Balogun (chapters 42-53)

Written by Dunsin Olaniyan (@shizzy_chase)

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Chapter 42;
It was roughly a 4hour journey or maybe more..there was always a checkpoint at almost every 15minutes..for each checkpoint, I was shackled in fear of being interrogated... Their checks were quite thorough and I was smart enough to have kept the safe in an unattractive nylon bag that was with me in the bus...we got to seme border and went ahead with another routine check before we finally made way into the country...the nation was quite small..I got to dantokpa market where was regarded as the major food market..I was directed by a Nigerian dude I met in the bus to Erevan supermache which was a well renowned supermarket in the whole of the country or..state..Cuz their population density is not up to lagos,neither is their land mass...it was a well organised place,it had more organization than Lagos..their branding as a whole will add value to their service..I got few toiletries and clothing.. My adventure as a boy just begun..how long would I keep up??the purpose for the male appearances had been conquered.. I'll just stick to being a tom boy..I grabbed something to quiet my stomach grumbling, some baguette and lait caillé(fresh dry bread with fermented milk)...it was filling,..I looked around for a place to stay,and got confused at the similarities of a residential house and a hotel..I later got an affirmation from a beninois on the hotel I could stay,his name was Nurudeen...it was a Muslim dominated place,so I had more tendencies to meet with more Muslims than any other religion..
  He showed me to this crispy hotel.."ibis hotel"..the streets were interlocked and this particular hotel was marble constructed..I had already changed some cefas at the boarder, so I was financially able to afford the hotel suites ten times over..I had a little arrogance to my voice,I saw the relevance of money at its peak..its like the whole world bows at your feet..I booked the suite and made way to the bar with Nurudeen after securing the room..my orientation about life,existence, survival,belief and ego changed at the moment..

Chapter 43;
Itwas a French speaking country(pays francophone).. And had to do some signaling to get the appropriate message across to whoever I communicated with buh Nuru was my saviour in every of my dealings, he made things easy for me,I just tell him my wants and he makes them a most..he told me bout Obama beach where I could cool off the concentration of the scorching sun..from the first Time I met him,we just gelled as buddies..he was an "okay kinda guy"buh not "dream type of guy"...he was jovial and a very devout Muslim..he taught me about Islam and the quaran..we had constructive arguments and mind opening discussions but we never thought of a mind blowing sex..I had spent 3days in Cotonou and it looked like I was there like forever..I met more people and made more friends..the money started becoming a spirit that urged me to spend even when not necessary.. I ignored the initiatives of investment..I went for ante Natal's and tried my best at concealing the pregnancy, but its like smoke that you can't hide.. I was living lavish in the hotel..I needed that luxury and power..money became my motivation but on a negative aspect,I was doing more spending than earning..
  One particular day,the sun was burning like hell..I took a trip to eldorado Beach.. That was one thing I cherished bout this place,the beaches and the views were a must watch.. I was relaxing without Nurudeen Cuz of the urge for privacy..he had already started to freak me out,and besides he was just an ambitious guy that was looking for what was in it for him..time revealed the truth that he reaped me off from errands that he ran for me..I was too quick to judge him without letting time unravel the mysteries, now I found fault at every slight thing he did..in thoughts angry with myself??,I turned to my side to take a quick stare..my eyes went out by the sight of whom I saw...

Chapter 44;

It took me a while to recuperate at the recognition of the identity of the fellow..were my eyes blurr??am I dreaming??is my sight failing me??..it was the stranger that killed Kelvin!!!..I was trembling went he sent his stare at me,it caused a scare to my composure.. I looked around for any other thing more shocking that what I had seen..two men were approaching me from 90degree South,I glanced at my Kels killer,he had already grabbed a piece(pistol) all those time I was surveying those men..
   That moment in my life was a divine moment because I was face to face with death buh survived..I looked in the face if death,and took its mask out..he intended to shoot me but I dodged from my subconscious and went yo the ground while the bullet hit one of those two men approaching me...there was confusion and disarray.. People took to their heels to an unknown direction without being sure where the hit was from...fear!!!...but I was scared once,at that moment the pistol got to its designation..then I lost my fear and embraced my boldness...the strong will and intellect was required to survive..kels killer didn't want to cause more pandemonium after killing his gang member accidentally, so he ceased making use of the weapon and asked the other man to man hunt me at all cost..I overheard as he was screaming for a life or death warrant for me while I took the race of my life to another level..I was never an athlete in school but I surely passed my quota of a sprints lady..I kept on running as I was gasing  out..I didn't move straight,I ensured I sped into corners leading to other bends...I got to the stage I could run no more,I fell to the ground panting and I fainted on the bare floor at the corner of the road..

Chapter 45;
  They say sleep is the cousin to death,what do we call coma??,the brother??.. I was in a sub conscious state..my eyes closed Cuz this dream was keen to my last breathe.. I blanked out and lost details on scenes that played,that brought me inside this thick forest, I was bound with chains and many of my kind that had fallen prey to my type of circumstances.. I could I.d close to a thousand people in this under ground like cave,I was numb when we arrived the place..my instinct was sharp enough to pick a lady who seemed to be a body butcher and cook..there was a head of this sacrilegious cult,that whatever he uttered, stood as a word that was bond..the uniformity of this group was what tickled my fancy.. Every body had a role to play..as men were bringing captives like me,others were performing their duty,..some were jailed and others were killed at the spot..
  I saw my captors discussing with the head in a negotiated manner to assume they were pricing me out for execution...I saw dissected body parts into different buckets,there was a person for that,that sorted out body organs into different folds..it was a human sacrificial market...my eyes were blur and I struggled to stay conscious, it was a race against the chains of death..there were buyers too,ones that purchased cadavers and body parts..I realised that people bought more of heart and kidney than any other..I had been through a lot in my entire life but this???this was so unbelievable for my comprehension..this was the height of mystery in reality,it WS like being in the realm of the underworld..every thing in there was not of this world!!!...I noticed the head pointing to my direction...within short notice,the lady that looked like she was in charge of the butchery,approached me;as she looked into my eyes,she placed her thumb on my stomach..

Chapter 46;
  I was hearing indistinctive voices arguing over what seemed to be the report the lady brought back to the head ..she came back to me in a short while with a substance,forced my mouth open with her hands choking my throat ..I gulped the bitter substance involuntarily, as soon as the liquid slid to my stomach,I blanked out....I lost sight of the basis of reality and life ..everything seemed like a dream to me"is my brain being fingered or tampered with??"..questions that went without answer,in this realm, I found myself in a rocky boat with waters of fire below...the waves were calm and tricky,the thickness in darkness was vision less.. The fire of the waters were my only way of sight,the boat was in a dicey state and needed skill,zeal,patience and tenacity to deal with.. I couldn't enter the fire,the water seemed hoter than the fire,the heat emitting from both substances pierced my skin hurtfully.. There were unfriendlies,distraction and laws of attraction working to my destruction..I was hungry for death but suffering came in abundance...I finally saw light at the end of the tunnel,I felt more determined to approach the light regardless of the dark that clouded me..I wheeled in everything I had in me to get to the light,the water and fire seemed fiercely fiery but I got burnt,was wounded,had trials and tribulations but scampered to get to the light..but..that was when I was made conscious by the butcher lady...I saw her eating a heart,with blood all over her hand..."you!!u get belle ba??"....I was quite affluent with my indigenous native dialect and .."yes ma,where we dey madame"...she laughed and ended it with a grin.."omode n  se  é(you are being a child)".."where you dey so,person no dy come and go back alive".."na becuz u geh Belle,na y I never kill you"..."I go first comot your baby,na market".//what!!! I yelled with the little power I had left in me but it only brought the attention of others

Chapter 47;
My hands,feet and ankle had been shackled in chains that it started beginning to feel like a bracelet..I felt the lady's hands on my Virginia as she narrated stories of how she got here...she had been in this place since she was 8,and has killed countless numbers of people in which they fry,boil or eat raw...there were cooks that specialized in using human liver for pepper soup, human legs and heads..she stated that they have their own sort of Christmas and a different calendar from that of the real world..it was like I was hearing the unheard.. She continued,saying the head is a fearless and revered man that doesn't speak twice..I was dead in real life,she was removing my  baby and it felt painless..I was hung and it was easy for her to get the baby out unto a bucket beneath me..she was happy at the dead child's removal,she told me it was her favourite human meat..she loved them raw..I looked at Mr Baloguns last product with tears in my eyes with little I could do..she hurriedly took them to the kitchen department for cooking..
  I was spared for a few more moments because I was pregnant,there were so many not so lucky people that were stripped off their heart with a blade..in particular, there was a batch that was brought,that had a pastor like person in there..he was with the Torah and was dressed like a man if God.. He was the easiest to kill. His death was less than 10secs..he was split into two at the first time of asking...the head made commands with little stress,the once I saw his word disputed, he hit the staff in his hand unto the ground, and the person was struck dead...as unbelievable as it looked,it was the truth I saw...I never felt sun in this place ...it was a place of damnations and destruction.. It was the hell promised in the holy book of Revelation..only that this was hell on earth...
 




Chapter 48;
  The number of persons slaughtered daily was unimaginable,the manhood and Virginia of victims were taken strictly to the shrine...I saw so many dignitaries and important personalities over different strata's and facets of life..people of high influence and affluence... Things I saw were abominable to speak about putting in consideration the discreetness of my identity..During the time I spent in the hell!!!,they were celebrating their own kind of Xmas..it was a merriment that displayed human body parts at its peak...I realised that I was their "Xmas scapegoat"... I was afforded little freedom by the butcher WOman by unshackling me a bit to free some space on my joints,she seemed motherly and affectionate but this devils home must have brain washed her..
  She reminded me of my mum,that " I don't care attitude ",with little of compassion in it.. She seemed sorry that I was going to die,she wanted my life preserved but she was the supposed person to take it.. She made herself feel like the mother I'll never have and treated me preferentially from others that were up for execution..
  The time of my execution was drawing as close as ever..my child gone,all I could do was remain reminiscent of the little good time I had in life.. I stayed faithful and religious during these dying days..I didn't need to think about death because death a shadow close to me..I had seen death on many occasions and I somehow managed to survive in each tale..buh dis...,this was the beginning of the end for me,I have fulfilled my mission and passion to my best knowledge.. I believed in heaven, and needed to make heaven above death..I got to realise through the stories of the lady butcher,that people get that get missing for no reason come to fulfil their reason on this realm of the world..this were strong devil re in carinated individuals that believed in evil and wickedness... Death and strive dined on their tables,they drank and wined like one big family..

Chapter 49;
  It was time for me!!..they were observing their normal ritual rites when the lady fed me in on my death status.."Lord,forgive my sins and transgressions, put my name in the book of life(amen)"..she slid me a potion.."e go make you die quick quick,without pain "..I took it from her,I was going to die anyways..the question was how and when..well,the when was now..I later on,changed my mind on the potion as I was brought forward..I wanted to die like a sacrifice to the cruelty of humanity to life.. I had seen it all,this realm was a" second Heaven" as they named it..I was going to be slit with a dagger and thrown into fire..I had seen couple if others death. How horrific, it was mine for me to witness..I made a last look at the lady butcher as she was sharpening her knife,I felt her reluctance in ending me but she had no other choice.. Just as I shut my eyes,to receive the sword of death,it didn't come,the lady had a pause of emotion in the moment,and it costed her her life..I just felt blood splash from the crown of my head to the sole of my feet,I opened my eyes wide,tasted the blood in my tongue..I found a dissected lady..what!!!I wailed in tears and pains..the head of the 2nd heaven punished her for her emotions and care she showered on me..there was a moment of silent from other observers... It was evil portrayed by a devil!!!..he showed no mercy for her to negotiate her way back to life..she was left with a lifeless soul and a divided body.."you next"...the head screamed..death was here and I had no reason for fear...

Chapter 50;
As he raised his two edged sword to feast on my flesh..I felt a pause of reality..it felt like I was making a passage into the real Heaven..I was expecting it Cuz I saw when he raised his sword .....buh...wait a minute????...I heard a gun sound,as I felt the heavy body of the head land on my back..it was a raid!!!,it was scary and crazy..people lost lives in the process due to pandemonium,confusion and diversions..the feisty battle lasted for 20minutes in my imagination, I laid still with my head to the ground,I resign to faith about my life..as there was little calm in the vicinity, I felt a warm hand over my shoulder..in a familiar voice"are you okay"he said... I didn't care to look up as he left to ensure stability in their mission.. I wasn't encouraged to face up,..I just wanted whatever happens to my life to be over with..there was calm and little serenity,I felt..that same familiar voice that ensured my safety..
For the first time I looked up..Mr Tuoyo??..."yes...Tuoyo Williams"..I sighed as he continued.. "I'm with the Special Anti robbery squad and we v been on this case for 3months,Mr kels gang members went after you after they bribed their way to be released on bail by the police....he unshackled me as he continued.."I was to protect you at the hotel when you fled,we were looking for you to offer witness protection..'"..
I found all he said hard to digest, you mean I inflicted being a fugitive upon myself??does it mean that the gateman didn't spill??the money was not detected??.. I sat on the floor as I watched arrests made in the workers,I saw the lifeless butcher lady that deserved my respect..Mr Tuoyo helped me on my feet as he made further explanations./" we need to get you to an hospital to run tests on your health status and well being...he paused...and held my hand in a comforting way and said.."I'm sorry to break this to you,but kels gang came for Mandy and the family..and???...I clinched to his arm as he continued... "They are all dead!!..you are our only witness that can testify against the gang still at large".. Mandy is gone!!!!!!!

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Chapter 51;
  As I was escorted out of the caves to the real world;I realized I was in ibadan,and I spent 2weeks of normal days in the second heaven..I was offered a safe house and witness protection.. I looked back at the cave and drifted off to thoughts on how many people had died in my stead.. How many lives were lost for knowing me..I kept sobbing about Mandy and the innocent family.. Her good intentions led to her death,." Miss Freda?? "..Tuoyo said.." We need to get you to our safe house in Lagos Asap..we can't afford to loose you"...loose me???,I thought..I have been missing from life since the death of Kel..no fulfilment or accomplishments could replace the sacrifice of the beautiful individuals that lost their lives.."can I see Mandy and her family's morgue?? "..." Yes yes..of course...you can"..Mr Tuoyo replied..I immediately remembered the fact that I had valuables locked up in my hotel room in Cotonou... Buh that was not my bother..I was so sure within myself that as long as there was life,there was hope. I was never a sucker for riches Nd fancy things..I defined success by making prospects become success.. I wanted my impact To be felt on humanity, so I took an instant decision to leave all I had in Cotonou, I let it live and die there..I got to ikoyi cemetery as a mark of honor for Mandy and her family.. It was the first rite I performed as I touched down Lagos..it was more difficult than I anticipated, emotions bruised my soul..not only did Mandy and her family die for me,I could count Kel,Mr Balogun,the butcher lady..what kind of purpose was I destined to fulfil that made them experience death at their expense..my spit was a bitter pill to swallow as I watched their grave on my knees weeping...

Chapter 52;
  Detective Tuoyo came in handy to comfort my soul..he was very homely and tendered to my healing wounds..he was appointed my personal body guard with other 3operatives that kept me safe...they provided me with supplies of whatever I wanted..I was too bruised to be attracted to him..my imagination was not human...I reasoned like a ghost..I ate less,drank more,slept less,observed more,wrote less,read more...my mind was thoughtless..my time was priceless.. I began to think like Hymen.. Eyes on the price,I was later allowed to move as I please knowing they monitored me discreetly..
Detective Tuoyo came in handy when it came to tutoring me about gathering Intel's,mounting of surveillance and target practise..he gave me a magnum 10 pistol as a gift..I knew he meant as a protection.. I always was with me in my instincts and awareness..my 6th sense was on point like a decimal..
I was enrolled for jamb,and the whole bill was on detective Tuoyo in which he claimed was a Federal government initiative.. I worked per time as the p.a to an editor in the dailys magazine... I waited for The next year to enrol into Unilag and I needed to keep body and soul together... I learnt art and craft from my bosses,my humility was my trademark... She gave me chances and opportunities in which I made good use of..One night,I was at my apartment at magodo area when I heard breaking and entering of some miscreants.. I tried numbers I was given for emergencies and none came to avail..I dashed to my shelve beside my bed,I cocked the pistol and tip toed to the entrance..u had never tasted life action of gun battles..only practised with dumy dolls..I took a hidden part of my house where I could sight the intruders on masks ...I squizzed the gat like I lost my sanity,I dropped two while The rest fled...I ran to where the ones I got down were situated..I unmasked them and....???...found one to be Kels murderer, the other one was shot on the chest and was already on the road to hell!!!

Chapter 53;
"You!!,many days for the thief but now your day as come".." Abeg ma,its the devil.....no...."...shut up,I replied... I started picturing Kels face,how the trigger was pulled up on him, he was perforated on his stomach..I had the gun,therefore I had d power.. I used my middle finger to squiz the trigger as I joyously enjoyed the as I took vengeance on Kels murderer, I shot him 9times as he was yelling in pain..as I shot the last pallet of bullet into his body,the police came in.."drop your weapon"...I didn't hesitate to do what was required..I point my gun on the floor as I slid it to the cops..that was when Tuoyo came in..he was speechless as I was wheeled away by the cops..it was glaring I was arrested for man slaughter..if I was going to counter it,I had to wait for a court date...I was taken to SARS Ikeja..
  Mr Tuoyo was going from detectives to inspectors to plead a case on my behalf..he solicited for me like no mans business.. I was remanded in the cell for 2weeks during which I came to behold another type of life whereby they had a ruling President in the cell..the newest comer had the obligations to clean the shit hole,fan the head through out the night for 30prison days..I was eventually charged to court in which I pleaded innocent, I was eventually discharged and acquitted on the basis of self defense..
After Two years I became the youngest female CEO of a magazine company, I married Tuoyo and my asset tripled all I have ever had in total...kels remaining killers at large were caught and killed with death by hanging..I now live life like super human...I write,publish and read till now..thats what got me wealth,and I gave back to the communities by running NGOs and giving financial projects like social amenities and infrastructure... I have been wounded and scarred but I still exist to fulfil my existence and less I forget,??I'm 7months pregnant...
The End

Tuesday, 19 September 2017

Life and times of Freda Balogun chapters 28-41

Written by Dunsin Olaniyan (@shizzy_chase)

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Chapter 28;
Kelvin walked out of the office, which made us even..we both walked out on each other twice and this seemed to be the last..The fairytale between myself and Kelvin has ended,no doubt about it..the first time I didn't blame the universe for my the calamity that befell me..its just my ignorance.. Or stupidity.. Or procrastinations..that brought about my downfall..I had to take responsibilities for my actions or inactions.."if only I just came out plain from day one"..."if only I was at least less about myself and more about reality"..the doctor knew I was in a state of shock and didn't even bother me..he left the office, came back with a glass of chilled water and condensed milk to go along with it.... I was in between the state of life and death...
  Kelvin is gone...and for what it is worth ...my life is ruined here...I'm pregnant!!!!for my supposed father!!! The intrigue behind my story is like that of "Russian roulette"...All through all these mishaps,I never ever thought of suicide.. It was the last thing on my mind..my sanity eluded me..I was ghost!!!...
  The doctor gave me time and space to console my self and gain my composure..." Thank you very much sir"as I strolled out of his office heading for the exit..
I got outside and realized that the car that brought me here WS no more there...where am I headed??want am I gonna do??what do I tell the Airuoyos??..I have finally lost Kelvin and proven Laban right..I felt dirty, like a whore even though it was only a man that had slipped his genitals into me...but whoever thinks she could live my life should fill in my shoes and see how it goes..its easier said than done when you judging from the outside...

Chapter 29,
I stood fixed,motionless and speechless..I was thinking I was done with my trials buh didn't know the ones I had faced was just a tip of the iceberg..I took the next cab"crown estate,....... #3500ma.."I waved of validation and he drove off..different thoughts running in my brains down to my nervous veins.."we don reach madame".."ooh,OK thanks"..I stammered, as I paid him and left..
Arriving the house,I became nervous and sad...I strolled in and fortunately bumped into nobody.. I dashed straight to my room...tried kelvins number but no response.. Oh God!!help me..what do I do at this juncture... How would people I told swallow the truth..they l cough out my words with hiccups of rage,...I tried to rehearse how I would act and tell but my mood was not in a stable feeling..
I didn't want to believe I was pregnant.."this is a misunderstanding, it could be a mistake,they might have mistook my blood for a pregnant woman's..I dressed and applied light make up to go with it,as I strolled to the nearest phamarcy..
"What can I help you with ma'am".. The attendant asked.." I need a manual pregnancy test"I replied..she went for the shelf and typed in my purchase on the cash machine, we exchanged money for goods and I left..
  I came back to the house and headed straight to my room..I was sneaking all around like a ninja turtle getting in noticed..I peed inside a bowl and put the pregnancy liner into the urine..it had two red lines which meant positive..
"Ha!!!!I cried rolling on the ground.. Tears started pouring like Alice in wonderland..I must have made so much noise with my tears..*knocks*.." Yea,I'm coming "/...as I made way for my hand towel to wipe my tears and white powder to go with it...it was Laban" sorry for the disturbances but I came to apologise for my comments earlier on,I was overwhelmed by the situation at hand but it will never repeat itself "..He turned back and headed for the diner..I could guess,he was gonna pour himself a glass of wine...

Chapter 30;
How do I come out with the truth..I need to make a decision before my stomach starts protruding.. I felt sad in the coming days and it starting becoming noticeable.... Mrs Airuoyo quizzed me numerous counts and I deviated from the topic intelligently.. Kel was not calling, Laban was no more hospitable and sweet to me..the house became not as happy as it used to be..
  Laban was going to the airport to pick Mr Airuoyo..he has finally come back from Austria and the house was busy with cleaning and cooking in wait for his arrival..Mrs Airuoyo WS in her lightest mood..everything today seemed to amuse her,she laughed and played with the staffs like today was a holiday..I was battling with morning sickness all this while and was able to do it successfully..
As his the car horned..everybody was curious for his presence because I heard he always came home with goodies for everyone..he gave his wife a homely hug.." I missed you dear".he kept whispering.. "Freda how are you??,my condolences".. He pat me on the back" your eyes are white and you look chubby"..Mrs Airuoyo added in which Mr Airuoyo gave an approval..we all went inside to savour the amazing welcome home meal when I unconsciously threw up at the dinner.."we must go to the hospital "Mrs Airuoyo said

Chapter 31,
"its not necessary maam"..i said.."you damn right it is",as she clenched her fist to the dinning table..Mrs Airuoyo has never for once lost her temper,as a matter of fact,Laban shared a story with during the good old days that her husby always called her "smiley"because she was always smiling,and besides,she was extra ordinarily happy..
"il take her"..Laban suggested..and shockingly every body became mute..
  "tell me the truth before i find out"Laban demanded as we were on our way to the hospital..."Laban im preg...".."pregnant!.."for that scum?for that douche bag?for that thing?..."calm down Laban,lemme explain"..i was raped by my dad.."mr Balogun?arrant nonsense!because the dead cant talk,you utilise the opportunity to crest a lie on the dead?...i was speechless,he refused to believe and he stopped the car..we both did not utter a word..i knew he wouldnt believe me.."so what next"i demanded..."save your shame and dint come back to our house..you are an object of shame and reproach..I was confused and didnt even make an attempt to convince him..i stepped down from the car and zoomed off..
Everytime i go through trial,i always have the grace to pass through it..but is the tribulation not enough?was i brought to this world to suffer?my little moment of glory in the Airuoyos was cut short like a lepricon..am i really to be blamed for all this?i never lived a normal girls life..the devil kept playing cards on my emotions..should i kill this bastard of a child?should i keep it?where would i go from here?...i sat in the thick sun thinking hard..lo and behold,i got a ring on my phone..i checked up the caller and it was Kel..

Chapter 32,
"Freda hi?where are you at?"..."what do you care?"..i replied..."i need to see you and its better you dont make the situation worse than it was..so where are you?Admiralty way..i replied,he hung up as usual and i knew he was coming to get me...what kinda guy is this?what does he really want from me?regardless in how things have gone down,he still stuck by me like a shadow to its being...within 15minutes,he was right where i was,"get in"he said..i didnt even contest,afterall a beggar is poor in choices and opportunities...we were both silent through out the journey to his house..He drove into the house and i was like"wow"..this dude is super rich..what does he do for a living?there were different antigues,artworks and collections fucking around in every wall,shelf,tables of his house..he ws staying in a duplex and he doesnt have a woman?
"feel athome he said"..as i sat lonely on his sofa,he walked back in with fruit juice and coconut rice...this guy is super nice!.."so wassup,you coukd stay as long as you can,only if you tell me the full truth,cuz i know when your peeps realise about the pregnancy,they might kick you out"..."they already have"..i interrupted...."Freddy,take your time to rest because of your condition,il be out overnight for work,there is everything you need"..."thanks,i replied..he took his car keys and left..i tried calling mrs Airuoyo but she wasnt picking..i knew in my heart that Laban must have given them the break down of the whole story..you know those loyal to you when you are going through trials..look at the Laban that was sweet talking me into being comfy,that he always got my back..Humans!!..i thanked God for my life for sending me an angel like Kel..he is a life saver,a saviour,a prince charming....come to think of it,i need a job in order to stop depending on people..i need to hustle and be a woman of my own...as i was thinking about the next line of action,a call came in..."its me,Amanda"..

Chapter 33,
"Mandy,how are you doing"..."im fine maam,hope you are good dear"..i replied and we exchanged pleasantries..we caught up on good times in the bus..wonderful,the lady i thought i wouldnt see again...wow..."was wondering if you could come over for dinner"?..well..im not hungry but..."please dear,i just want to host you,im just alone all by myself"..."ok,where do u stay?"..."Ajose Adeogun in Victoria island",she replied.."alright then,il be there in a gify"..i hung up,since i was alone too for the night,i obliged..headed straight on a tour within the house before i left Kels place...i didnt bother to call and inform Kel i was leaving for dinner..i dropped the keys with the security and left...
"hey,how are you?mandy met me with a hug and warm embrace..
I met her husband and kids...very beautiful home,not just the house but the entirety of the family..a very peaceful abode...Mandy begged me to sleep over and i obliged...
  Around 2a.m,i heard a loud noise downstairs..as i rushed to see what was going on..i met my waterloo..."madame,lie down there"..there was a robbery going on in the house..they were all masked up...they checked every nuke and cranny of the house..took jewelries,lump sum of cash and other valuables..as they were talking and mapping out plan on their exit,one of them saw me,turned me around trying to rape me..he hit me so hard that i was crying in pain..before he had his way,one of them pushed him off"guy,thats not what we came for"..he said..the guy on top of me resisted and it became an argument..From the argument,it became a confrontation,due to that,one of thems mask mistakenly fell off,and guess who?it was mr perfect"Kelvin"...Freda!,he said in a shocked state of mind..

.....Life and times of Freda..will take a two days time out for the next episodes...sorry for the inconveniences..thanks

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Chapter 34,
In torments,I've learnt to endure..in strive,I've imitated life....in want,I've given need...This is the diary of a girl that has been dealt with the rigor of life...if only I was a lot smarter,if only I had more opportunities, if only I could seperate pain from my pleasure..I'm an episode of drama that always unfolds into different tragic series..I'm sure the devil must have named me "Legion"... Each time I try to find happiness;I end up meeting up with pains and affliction.. What was I staring at??????Kel;a robber???...we were both in a state of quagmire.. It took 3minutes before a member of his squad asked what was going on??" Guy,wetin dy sup??""he demanded.."you sabi am??"...Kel was lost for words and on that note,he left the key decision to the rest of his gang on what to do to me..before I could say anything, one of them pulled out a magnum 10 gun on me and cocked it,ready to pull the trigger...Kelvin could not take it,and reached for the gun..for minutes they both struggled for possession of the fire arm,there was rumbling and tumbling on the ground as both of em fought for supremacy..the other members were left in a state of shock and could hardly do nothing...my guess was,both men were their leaders..as the drama kept on going,we heard a gunshot...that made everybody pay more attention to the detail on who pulled the trigger and who was the trigger pulled on.. Within split seconds,I saw Kel in a pool of blood..what!!!he had been shot !!!the rest of the members made way for the exit and left him for dead...

Chapter 35;
  It was horror mixed with nightmare..to see the man of my dreams dying while I could do nothing.. Mandy was confused on how to react..so was her husby..with few minutes left for Kel in this world,he grabbed my arm closer to him as he whispered "I'm sorry Freda,I'm so sorry dear..I was pushed to it..I am a product of a broken marriage,I was only 12 when I had to face the reality of my step father beating up my mum on a daily basis..I had to go and sleep in stores on weekends to take some time out from reality..." As he wanted to keep explaining, I kept interrupting in order to save his breathe and take him to the hospital but he didn't want to save himself,he wished death upon himself as he kept on bleeding by the side..I could see pallets of bullets in his flesh with his torn rib cage..his dying state brought out the innocence in him..the sorrow I felt was beyond tears.."I came to strive in Lagos by squatting with an old friend but was later forcefully introduced into this...I have done so many bad things with a good heart Freda..I've lived a life of sin with guilt in my conscience".."Freda, you can't save me buh you can save you,I want you to live a life of purity in dirty situations... Take good care of your son,I was thinking I'll be his godfather but..."*coughs*...he tried to talk buh words were not coming anymore,he barely could finish his last statement before he gave up the ghost..the statement was that I should take a safe in his room and leave his house in order not to attract the law to myself..

Chapter 36;
I looked at his lifeless body as I kept recollecting life and times I spent with him..before I could have some moments of peace with his dead body,the police swept into the house and asked if we all were okay..they told us that the other members of the gang had been caught a while ago and the neighborhood had been secured by security operatives.. I stared at kelvins body when an officer was telling his recruit"na government property,pack it'...he lived as my hero and died as an outcast..it all went down in my heart as a wound that will never heal in me..his lifeless state got me puzzled on my inability to unravel mysterious owing to the fact that the dead don't talk...I walked a walk of shame through Amanda's hallway;the amount of eyes that were gazed on my body could make one sink into the ground... I thought I was at the top of the world till I took this free fall..I hurried back to Kels house as forensics and detectives flooded Amanda's apartment..I answered a few questions and was free to leave..myself,Mandy and the hubby were the only trio with the exception of God that knew I had something to do with Kelvin,they covered me up like it was nothing..I got to Kelvins street with the vigilance of the sight of an eagle..I checked out for nosy people and tap mouths as i strolled unnoticed to the gate..it wasn't hard for me to get the attention of his gateman...I uttered nothing to him and made way for Kels room..he had asked me to get a safe out of his closet.. He told me the combinations of the safe in his whispers of death..I saw the gold plated safe easily without hesitation to type in the combo.. I saw huge stacks of cash with other valuables ranging from gold chains,to diamond watches to ruby bracelets..all what were in the safe were priceless,I almost forgot the last little lest thing,which was in a brown envelop,I had not the slightest idea of what I was searching with the purpose of findings.. I saw a document in which I looked through and found out it was a will!!...under it was a note that had a stamp of cherry in the shape of love but what caught my attention was who the letter was intended for..."To the priceless work of art"...FREDA BALOGUN..

Chapter 37;
  My heart beat so fast,I gasped for breathe of life..was I so priceless??to him???...when was this written??..in line with those questions, I sought for answers by opening the note and it says thus
..."I was blessed from day one to have shared my heart for you. Even with the little moments I spent with you,they lasted like temporary forevers..I desired to be a slave to master your love,I never believed in love at first sight but at first sight,you birthed me with the affection that lasts an entire life..the thought of you brought so much peace that every part of my soul felt the bliss..I am ready to fall in love at first sight with you in my second coming..in death,I remain reminiscent of a life without you..keep being the most invaluable work of art in the most valuable museum of life..
                                                   P.S...Kel
  I wept in a flood of my  tears as I read the last words of his thoughts...the surge of love I felt for him in death was greater than love in totality of his lifetime ...it was above the definition of tragic,I was lifeless in my veins and without soul in my body..the whole universe was against my survival,the only reason to life was consumed by death..I came to realise that he must have done bad buh there was a whole world of good in him...I tried to wake up from my trance but there was no second chance..I shook up in reality and made way for the exit in the house..I sprinted with everything in the safe"no dulling"...it has happened and I needed to survive for him..I dashed the gateman some tip in order to quench a little of his worries of the where abouts of his boss..The deed had been done..what next???where do I GI from where??who do I seek??what's in it for me in the nearest future??would I still be investigated on for this happening?


Chapter 38;
   I strolled two streets away to pick an unsuspecting cab,"where ?",he asked.."just drive",I answered... I lay back in the backseat to switch to my sub conscious.. More like an airplane mode,I saw that man in me even as a lady,I believed in God,but never believed in karma nor religion..I had an open mind to life,just do good and be good was my motto,but in this world full of pressure and pain,the good die and the bad survive...if its on the basis of morality, I was better than most,I strived to aspire for not what I want but need. What do I do with this motivation in the safe??I raised my head up and saw Protea hotel.."stop!!,he matched on the gas..I have suffered, I needed to clear my head on what was lying ahead;what was at stake needed a serene environment with a touch of class in its sophistication...my life was in a bag of box that I carried around,I was already getting used to moving from place to place Cuz no matter how good it starts in the initial stage,it always ends bad...I paid the cabman with an extra #2000 tip..he was Nigerian, therefore he behaved like a typical one"God bless ma" was the first and last appreciation I listen to him say as I walked away to the hotel reception, i kept my ego in check because you only meet first class citizens in such exquisite hotel.."wetin I know?? "..I was raised in my teen like a village girl, it's a town but still a village..I paid for an average suite and was escorted to the room.. Every thing was pleasing in the eye,from the entry to the lobby to what have you was like paradise in this life..I had already arranged the cash in different strategic places in my box and body so it wasnt hard to flash them the cash..as I got to my room,I made way for the bathroom, that was my most favourite place in a home..I spend most of my time reminiscing about the good things of life..I always believed karma was for those that believed in it,we are in a dispensation of grace,was the answer I always gave anybody that was of diverse opinion..I steam washed my body to thoughts of my soul. I calculated the next steps and line of action on the right thing to do without hiccups.. How much worth is in there??where do I stash dem cash??what do I do with them without drawing attention to myself?? Did I leave traces back there??wassup with the gateman??will he spill??

Chapter 39;
  I've learnt that worry brings more worry,stress then death..that's the reason my softness has started forming to a heart of cold steel.."jeez!!I screamed ..I lost track of time as I already spent an hour whisking past me.I went straight for the box in my towel,unlocked and unpacked it unto the bed...the jewelries and cash looked more expensive than the first time,I went straight for the cash, they were in five different currencies each in different bail notes.."euros,rands,dollars,cedis and yen"...I am rich was a scream I intended from the inside but led an outburst on the outside..I started mapping out plans on the next stunt.I had to weigh the pros and cons..even with the exhibition of wealth at my disposal, I still didn't not have peace of mind,that undiluted joy eluded my soul but its life and I had to move on to my goals and purposes, if I had any though..I wasn't hungry,knowing I was wealthy filled my body and soul..at least,I was financially free,and that was what was called "responsibility".. Being response able to yourself and others.. Whatever storm that would come would be a piece of cake at least,I thought..I needed to lighten up,so I dressed in my bikinis,advanced to the pool buh before then,I had ordered for a bottle of Baileys, I took the preference of the drink when Laban served me a glass one night,and I ended up drinking 4glasses the same night..the sweet milky taste kills the feel of the alcoholic content on the taste bud..I took the swim and went straight for the drink..I didn't want something light when my burden was heavy inside of me...
  I thought of Kelvin over and over again...till......" Hello,I'm Tuoyo Williams by name,..been staring from afar and you don't seem so well my lady"..I had no visual affirmation of the person talking Cuz my head was down,while my heart was in the clouds;..have you ever been to that cloud 9 state whereby you are in between heaven and earth??..that was my feeling..

Chapter 40;
I had already planned it in my heart that I was going to lambast the fellow creeping on my quiet time,only for me to raise my jaw to meet this handsome,tall half cast dude..his first impression was what saved him buh I was still planning to hang him with words for intruding.. "I'm fine..thanks for the bother, you are intruding my thought process,would you please excuse me??".... He stood in shock like his feet had been planted to the ground..then I waved" heelllloooo,do you listen to English??"..I noticed he gained composure as i said that and he boldly replied "I do,Im just perplexed by the beauty of speech from a beauty goddess...I was flattered but I've been in this phase before..as far as I was concerned; fine guys have the ugliest flaws..they sweep you off your feet,then leave you hanging.." Thanks for the complements but I'll like to be left alone"...he paused and replied "as you please ma'am,I'll be back as soon as I see that smile at the corner of your cheek".. As he strolled away...you wish,I whispered to myself..I was not game for hide n seek;I wanted seek n find..he had already spoilt my thinking process but I forgave him Cuz he was cute!!,I had this thing for cute guys..I got up and headed straight to my suite,as I whisked away with the bottle..call it running I don't mind,these kind of men were trouble, and they would bring problems that would make you think while facing a bottle..drinking was a normal thing in my home back then,and ethics wise,I saw nothing wrong with it..even Jesus drank wine..as long as I didn't get drunk,I always thought..my phone had been on and I hadn't heard from anybody,as I began to have some unrest about it in  the room;..Mandy called...*phone ringing*....." Freda??..hello.."..yes dear,I replied..."where are you!!,the police is all over the place looking for you!!.."..as I was hesitant to speak,she said"never mind where you are,just sort yourself out and be safe dear".."the cops have been swamping my home looking for you hon"..as she was speaking, I could feel she was talking with teary eyes...

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Chapter 41;
   As the phone disconnected, I paused and took a two minute flashback... "Wait??..that cute man that was in suit with his moustache shaved..... Chill!??..did he have  a badge on?".. Right or not,I started packing what I could while thinking of how they must have found me.. Surveillance cameras I guess..I discreetly left my room,went for the exits without having to get noticed at the bar,pool or anywhere else.. I was creeping like "Casper" ..I looked out for the cute guy that must have thought I'll pass the night at the hotel..who knows??they might have bursted me by midnight..I clearly saw he was from the (Special Anti Robbery Squad)..he had relaxed in my absence and revealed his inner polo that had the SARS logo,through the loosening of two of his top buttons..I made way past him as he was backing me..I was vigilant outside cause I knew there would be agents around..I made way past em and boarded a bike on the second street,I had no where to go,so my next thought was leaving the country..why are the police looking for me??I couldn't take the risk of reporting myself to them..I can't loose my cash nor freedom..I asked the bike guy how I could get to Cotonou and he was very helpful with information.. But wait!!! Why Cotonou??..well that was the nearest country or place that I thought of to be easy without been seen. He asked me to take the route to mile 2,and would get a bus going to Dantokpa market which was a well known market in Cotonou.. I needed to change my look and appearances before heading for the boarder, so I made a quick stop at a motel..the bike man was generous with his time and efforts in accomplishing my goals without quizzing me..I got to the disorganized looking bathroom..I was ever present with my portable box..I brought out a tomboy wear(polo and jean).. stared at the bathroom mirror for a second,brought out scissors and razor,and did my hair Justice.. I shaved every strand of hair on my head.,removed my make up and washed my face to natural..I went back to the room, wore my clothes with a face cap to cap the whole male identity dressing.. And headed straight to the bike as we headed for where to get a mile 2 vehicle at 11o clock pm...my movements were timeless and I was fearless.. I could do anything to reach my goal,it now looked like I'm a suspect of what I'm ignorant bout..from one drama to the next..I'm now a wanted fugitive without any pillar of support in some sort..he dropped me off where I could get a bus going to mile 2,I tipped him with money and appreciation, he was grateful and left..as I got to mile 2,and saw the bus heading to Cotonou.... "Cotonou here I come" was what I whispered with a sigh......

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Monday, 18 September 2017

Life and times of Freda Balogun (chapters 17-27)

Written by Dunsin Olaniyan (@shizzy_chase)

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Chapter 17,
  The truth about my reality was a bitter pill to swallow.. I was a shadow of myself, trials were my name and tribulations were my surname..I have faced death and come out alive,I have seen pain and come out unhurt..what a wasted past and bitter present; but something in me kept burning that the future would bring hope..
  We finally got to Redeem Camp,I started seeing the traces of Lagos.. Beautiful infrastructures,facilities and social amenities put in place..at least it was far better than the Bush I was coming from.."berger wa  o(I'll stop at berger)..I heard an old woman scream..I quickly tapped the young lady sitted beside me in a quest for navigation to ajah route.."my name is Amanda but you could call me Mandy"..she concluded,we exchanged pleasantries and contacts but I knew deep down that it could be the first and last time I meet the lady..yes!!there are some people you meet once in a lifetime, I argued with myself..and took the route to ajah;it went smooth, took a bus going to cms,then straight to crown estate in ajah
   "Yes,how may we help you?? The guards asked as I got to the gate" I'm here to see "the Airuoyos".. And who are you by name??Freda Balogun,I replied..in no time he radioed another person with his walkie talkie.." Mrs...Fredam..,no sir,its Freda..I corrected;"he continued; "take your immediate right and walk 10steps,you will meet some personnel that will usher you in".. The house was always fine back in those days when we used to come around and play with" The Airuoyos"kids..we both were rich kids then and they had only a son..his name is Laban..we both crushed on each other when we were kids and that puppy love affection was in existence..who didn't play "mummy and daddy" during my age and stage??virtually no one."The mummy and daddy "playlet was when I shared my first kiss with Laban and ever since then we crushed on each other until my brothers noticed and beat him up..shortly afterwards, he relocated to the United States,my family relocated to the village ..will he be in that house?how would they receive me?what will I tell them happened to my people?...these were real questions I had to deal with.

Chapter 18,
   I was ushered into the house according to protocol.." Wow"..the garden was blooming with green,the lawn was well trimmed,the compound was spacious with different fleet of cars.."ha!finally, I've gotten to my Canaan land..I whispered.. 
  I was offered a drink at the lobby,as I was asked to wait for madam to come... I spent close to an hour waiting.. "How are you darling..Mrs Airuoyo asked.." I'm fine ma'am "..I replied.." You are all grown now,I could barely recognise you if not for the name that pacified my retentive memory"..I giggled a little.. "How are your parents dear?".. That question brought back a surge of sorrow to my heart and soul.." They are late ma,that's why I'm here to"....what!!!..she interrupted.. "I'm so very sorry about that,but how?when?where?....as she began the quizzing, she saw the expression on my face and changed the topic.." The guest room is the last room by your extreme right,go and freshen up and get ready for dinner,you have come a long way"...I made the walk for the room without hesitating, straight to the door,unto the bed..At that moment on the bed,I got into analytical thinking, on how to put two and two together to make the story add up; then I flashed back to some secrets mum confided in me with;it goes thus....
  Mr Airuoyo,Mr Balogun and Mr Benson were all classmates in the same university(unilag)..Mrs Airuoyo and my mum were in (LASU)..They all met in a social function (award)whereby they gelled immediately as long term friends..Mr Benson was the first to make passes at my mum in which she reciprocated, as at that time,Mr Balogun was also into Mrs Airuoyo..Mr Benson left for abroad after school which made distance disrupt his relationship with my mum..unknown to Mr Balogun(my supposed dad);Mr Airuoyo was feeding Mrs Airuoyo information about his escapades with women which eventually led to their break up..
  Mr Balogun later went for my mum,while the Airuoyos got married.. Shortly after,Mr Benson came back from abroad deported for drug reassun) which he initially didnt own up,and started running an hidden affair with my mum..He became close to my dad to destroy him for stealing the love of his life,he influenced my dad into drugs until they both became broke and relocated...

Chapter 19
Let me make a quick recap of things I might have left out about me.
My name is Freda Balogun aka El Freddy..my life is like hell that you go through torment and never die..I've been living in the house of pain since my foster dad(Mr Balogun) picked up that needle..my biological dad(Mr Benson)is a useless pervert..he can hardly remember the number of children he birthed from various concubines, his wife and of course my dear mother...(Mstchew)..
In whom produced me...I remain gratefully ungrateful*for bringing me to this callous world..I remember when Mr Benson who is supposed to be my father almost raped me to the wall..the anger and strength that enveloped me was outrageous.. I felt like the female version of sango(god of thunder)that day...well...giving to the fact that he WS high,I out powered him.. The only word I can come up wit if I'm asked to describe him is "useless infidel"..I still had love for my foster father even after everything Cuz..he could have killed me that day if he wanted to..it WS a matter of choice... In his cruelty,you will see traces of good in him,unlike " Mr Benson,whom is a wolve  in sheep's clothing "..I had a traumatized childhood with my brothers,that's y I hardly recall any moment..they were good for hooliganism.. They helped Mr Balogun and Benson run plenty illegit stuff..from beating my crushes,to sniffing of drugs and so on..but let's leave "matter for Mathias"..
My main concern now is " ME"..See Kel now,what happens..what if laban is home in this same mighty house??..I tell ya "the demon you know is better than the Angel you don't".. I've known Laban at least for more time than this man that seems too perfect.." No be naija we dy.."..Come.."I never bath.."..I murmured to myself as I ran to the bathroom...

Chapter 20,
D bathroom was bigger than my entire house in okenne.."godamn it...I moaned as I steamed in a hot bath in the jacuzzi.. When will I call Kel??,as I was contemplating in the shower,I heard a knock on my door..a second..I whispered.. I jumped out,took a new rob from the hanger I spotted in the bathroom.."it must be Mrs Airuoyo, "I muttered..I paced to the door,opened and....lo and behold..Mr Laban Airuoyo was in front of me...I never expected him so early..d pound on my chest was deep..my soul faded..my persona was disjointed..
" Hello red roses"..he teased.."you never forget to call me that name"..I timidly said.."wow you look stunning especially with a robe"..I regained consciousness and laughed.."anyways welcome back and dinner is served..I'll save our discussion for the best wine at night.."we both grinned and departed...I started reminiscing on how good this house might turn out for me..can it change my fortune??..can it heal my hurts??can it wipe my tears??...I got to the dining and was perplexed by the array of assorted meals..I'll think about kel after this meal.lol...i ripped the barbecue apart with juice to go with it for desert....
Just as we were deep into the meal,Mrs Airuoyo started,"my husby is in Austria for a diplomatic forum..I'll like to emphasize in his absence that you are more than welcome into this peaceful abode..you re one of us..feel free,whenever u are calm enough, we will talk..so welcome'..and have a blessed night"
She stood up and left,heading for up the stairs..the staffs at there service were staggering.. What are they into??are they politicians!!.. "Heyo".. Laban said with a killer smile.." Im overjoyed seeing you again,after years of missing you".."wash!!..I yelled..how many ladies have endorsed after me huh??"..Freddy..you will never change ..regardless of what has transpired in the past,you will always be my muse"..
Erh..I'm really sorry bout your family.. He continued.. I know it must have been hard out there..buh as from now on the siege is over!!..he said reassuringly.."Laban,you don't know what I've been through.. You will never understand..these trials,long suffering and tribulations were not a days show..so ..its not right for you to overwhelm me with your loyalty cause it has never been tested"..yes!!!..I won this battle,I screamed inside me..the expression on his fac3 preached humility.. As I left him stunned and took a stroll to the balcony..

Chapter 21,
  The view was beautiful.. The street lights,the ocean view,the sophistication of the neighborhood and the protocol of security observed... This was paradise compared to the slum of a village I manifested from..there was nothing fascinating about the town.. But here,a Serene environment with the right crops of people from different folds of life that you will aspire to be..
"I'm sorry dear..Laban spoke.." I brought the oldest wine for the best part"..he dimmed his blue eyes as he directed his gaze at me.."that eyes!!..that puppy face..that cute body frame..the last time I saw him..he was a boy..now!!..he is a matured gentleman,I had the right to be attracted to him in my opinion.. "Who no like better thing".. He poured a glass of Ace of Spade..either alcoholic or not,I was ready to honour the occasion.. I took a sip,and it felt good with a taste of class in it.." Very exquisite, I enthused"..
"I would like us to go to the mall a day after tomorrow" he asked like he Was telling me".."you must be tired,pardon my courtesy.. Lemme walk you to your room"he offered.."thanks dear, continue with the bottle,I'll find my way"..night dear.."you too Laban,and thanks for your gestures".*anytime*he concluded..I went back to my new room in my new abode with my new family.. Guess I'm like job in the bible that was blessed after he was cursed..not just blessed but in uncountable folds..from the village where I just came from,this is paradise!!!...

Chapter 22;
  In every reality; there was a fantasy..whatever you believe, you will achieve..my thin glimmer of hope had started to feed off life..a shattered and disoriented girl that had gone through what was worse than death...
  It was a fairytale when Laban started spoiling me with going on shopping sprees,dates in transcorp to obudu cattle ranch to eleguisi beach..it was like I was from this billionaires club on vacation...I was showered with gifts like clothing's,toiletries and sophisticated gadgets..Mrs Airuoyo was the nicest woman on earth,the mother I wish bore me..
  After a month;I deemed it fit to call Kel..why after all these whole time in Lagos??..because I needed time to diffuse the wants of the flesh and hearken unto the spirit..its not like I had anything to do with Laban..no...buh I had to be nice to him in other to get goodies..my dear..we have but one life to live; I didn't come to Lagos to count bridge,so I wanted it all..*phone ringing*.."hello"..its me kel..."Freda???...Christ!!Freda is that you??"..yes Kel I replied ,giggling.. "Did you get my note? And where are you??".." Kel,if you keep asking I won't keep up with answering you,take a chill pill,and lemme speak dear"..he paused,then I started.. I'm in Lagos ...crown estate in Ajah,I got your note and I'm so sorry I left you....."Freda,..he broke in..."stay where you are, I'm coming to get you..its a 15minutes drive..*hangs up**...
What kind of double wahala is this??how would Laban feel if he meets Kelvin??..freaking pick my calls at least..I kept trying his digits to no avail...

Chapter 23;
  I had to stand in front of the estates gate to wait out in case he came..I was on this strapless gown because I had the thought of staying indoors for the whole day..I brushed my braids before matching out along with some light foundation on the face..I had a collection of Zara,Mary Kay and the likes but I couldn't afford the luxury of time..Laban was having a drink outside with his pal(John)..I walked past them in a split moment..before Laban could say a word,I was gone..
  Sweating in the hot sun,looking back and forth for a sign of Kelvin...no Kelvin..I started becoming impatient.. Dialled his number again,buh he didn't pick..by this time,the scotching sun was piercing through my skin that it sent sweat to trickle down my skin.."am I late??"...a familiar voice whispered behind me..I turned around and he met me with a kiss to my lip....it was unexpected.. Without my consent even though I wouldn't have refused it too..it sent a shocking wave to my vein..every of our travails began to flash back in my mind...As he released me from from the hug..I turned back to take two steps,only for me to spot Laban and his buddy(John)behind me..I finally was unable to avoid the unavoidable.. The two men of my life have finally met.  Is this gonna be a clash??will they get the whole issue misconstrued??are they going to be mature enough to shrug the differences off??the last thing I wanted was for both of em to beef cause at this moment,they both held a dear place in my heart..true story,I knew laban less but it felt at this moment his value was more than I would have loved to admit..
"Who is this???"... Laban demanded...

Chapter 24;
  I was confused and scared..for no reason..why will I feel guilty conscience,its not like I shared marital vows with any of them..buh its easier said than done.." Laban meet Kelvin,Kel meet Laban"..."so who the fuck is he??"Laban yelled..Kelvin stepped in immediately "hey bro what's going on. You don't yell at a lady"..then john from nowhere intruded.." Hey,have you gone bananas??.."you fucking with his girl..you a stupid mofo"..Kel was shocked..I could read his mind.."did this girl come to Lagos to see another man with my money??is this girl a scam??y is she so ungrateful?? After saving her life..
  I could hardly talk and was just advocating for peace to rain..Kel lost all his charisma, action and composure... On the other hand,I could also tell Laban's thoughts..when did she arrive that she hooked up with someone?? Is this the same red rose or she's changed??Are you sure she even told my family the whole truth??about her..her parent..and sibling..
   Kelvin walked away and left in his automobile... I tried to reach out to Kel buh Laban's presence didn't help matters..he seemed over protective.. We hadn't started dating and he is spitting fire and brimstone.."are you serious Freddy??..you have started making out??"Kel...sorry . .Laban...
Laban walked out on me immediately I made the error of mistaken identity..
  I'm done for!!!!.. "Its too early for all this,,give yourself brains!!!!!"".. I thought to myself as I stood on the pavements in the estate..there is fire on the mountain... What's next!!!??

Chapter 25;
After being feasted on by mosquitoes.. I decided to go back to my humble abode..paced away from the diner to avoid Laban because that was his favourite spot.." Come back here"..he commanded.. I was startled..who the hell is this guy??what has come over the young,cute,innocent Laban that was endowed with courtesy.."Laban,you don't have the right and effrontery to speak to me in that manner"..I just saw some traits in him that I had never witnessed; he inhibited this rage that brought out a monster in his eyes...all of a sudden,that deep blue eyes had suddenly turned into a red ass fired gaze that could melt the coldest ice...
    "I'm sorry::..my jealousy overwhelmed me..I couldn't control mys3lf..who is that tramp??who is that pussy ass nigga??"..."my very good friend";I replied before he could continue..for a fact,I think the mosquitoes out there that feasted on me,gave me brain to see sun in the rain..I needed to set the records straight.. I wanted a plain life," no shortcuts "..Some of the reasons I stalled in seeing Kel was to be able to rehearse how to face him and tell him the truth..I was done lying..
  " Kel,he his not just a friend Laban..so many waters have passed under the bridge that you are ignorant about..you knew the young naive me..life has taught me lessons learnt..."when I was ready to die,Kel gave me life after death "..he was slapped in the face with my truth,so he had no choice than to relax and listen.." My family died due to my fathers misgivings in which he also died of those misgivings too.. I'm not dating Kel but I need you two to maturely call a truce..I cannot afford to loose any of you..
He without sin should cast the first stone..I pondered.. Yes!!,I'm in love with 2men,so??they both had their various distinctive qualities that made them rare gems..I was ready to curb my feeling and not date both,but have them as my pillar of support.. I wanted my cake and have it back...he was dumbfounded and all he said was an "okay" and we parted ways to our various rooms..

Chapter 26;
  Its the beginning of a new dawn..I was in a pensive mode..I just left sorrow back in the village and the least I needed was another drama..*knock*..yea,a sec.."madam,big madame requests for your presence in the lounge.."okay thanks"..I replied.. I left for the lounge immediately,there she was,reading a daily coupled with a hot cup of coffee and cream.."how was your night Freda??...fine ma,I was told you wanted to see me ma.."yes,yes..sit "..
  I was feeling jittery,why would she want to see me??is it because of yesterdays drama??is she gonna send me out of the house in favour of her son??.." I'll like to know in detail what happened to your family...*sighs*..as I wanted to continue, she tossed the dailies on my lap.."its on the front page"
  I fixed my gaze on the paper like I was prepping for a Cambridge examination.. According to the dailies,.. "Family of five die in an unknown tragedy".. That caption caught my attention because it indirectly meant I was supposedly dead.." So I'm listening "Mrs Airuoyo said..
I began to think of stories to tell and ones I'll leave behind.. I couldn't tell her my father raped me??or wanted to use me for blood money??If that was the last respect I could grant my dad,I'll do it..
" ma'am,its a complicated story "..I started..my brothers were framed for allegation of theft..my mum collapsed and die hearing the story..my dad committed suicide.. I ended the tale sobbing..
" its alright sweedie"she said as she came to where I WS sitted,she consoled me with a pat on my back"it's gonna be alright honey,just feel at home"..As we were both caught up in the mother and daughter web;Mr Laban just walked in with an uncertain expression that made me suspect he wanted to let the cat out of the bag.."what's going on here"he demanded

Chapter 27;
"Nothing".. The mum answered, I was surprised at her response but wasn't bothered..." I wanna see you Freddy when you are done".."aiit,no qualms"..I was immediately released by his mum in other to see Laban.."Laban you asked to see me"...."yes,I need to talk to you..I'm not certain anymore about the Freddy I used to know..so many life experiences have changed us from what we were to what we are right now..I won't be deceived by your pity story because I know there is a lot you are hiding from myself and my mum...Laban,I cut in...."no!!lemme finish:;for old times sake,I'll let go of what happened yesterday, but just know I'm on your case;you just stepped the tail of a viper"he ended and left the whole vicinity..
I instantly felt a migraine and felt very sick in me.."oh God,what is this!!!"..*phone rings*.."hello Freddy"....it was Kel.."yes Kel".."how we your night??please can I see you for an urgent discussion; I'll come pick you after work"
"Don't bother Kel,I'm busy and besides I need to run for a check up,I'm feeling I'll" ..before I could say "Jack", he hung up...what's wrong with Kel??why is he so forward??.. Within a gify,he called that he was outside...what!!did he skip work for me??..I went outside with the aim of chastising him buh I somehow did not.." Let's get you to the hospital "
We got to the hospital were he had a family doctor on sitting,I ran some tests....blood test,widal tests and urinalyses..
The doctor came out of his office.. "The results are out..we paced to him and he ushered us to his office"Mrs.....Freda sir..I corrected"..Kelvin and I were both dying out of curiosity..
" YOU ARE PREGNANT!! "The doctor said...
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Friday, 15 September 2017

Life and times of Freda Balogun 10-16

Written by Dunsin Olaniyan (@shizzy_chase)

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Chapter 10
  I knew my dad was a loose cannon,the screw to his brains were loose..but not to this extent;the depth in darkness of the room i was kept was naked..I couldn't see myself, I hit the door with the little strength in me"hello!!,let me out!!!papa!!,uncle Ben""..i kept banging and screaming at the top of my voice..After a little while,I lost my voice and slept off..
   I was awoken the next morning by some distant noise,I tried to create a little hole to peep and see through,I suddenly felt a sharp pain on my head"ouch!!,it must have been the stick that was used on me",I touched my head and felt blood..caught up in thoughts of how this whole episode had been playing itself,I heard a voice scream"Freda!!...Freda.. Freda!!..are you there?!..
  Who could this be?this is a familiar voice?,not my fathers..could it be.........
"right here,I'm here...Kel is that you?!!"I voiced..Yes hon.."make a constant sound so I could trace your voice"..For the first time in a long while, I regained my strength to hit the trapped entrance hard.. "Hold on dear,I've got this"he said after he had gotten to where I was... He broke the bondage holding me captive free and I came pouring out like a bag of rice..
  He lifted me up with his broad chest and kissed the hell out of me!while I was reminiscing like a lost soul in heaven...I didn't resist,I wanted it,I needed it,I yearned for it.." Promise me you won't be stupid again"he said.."I won't Kel" ,I replied back..
"How did you find me?", I asked curiously.." Once beaten,twice shy",he replied with a grin on his cheeks.. His smile automatically sent butterflies to my stomach.."let's hurry before those thugs get back,I watched their movements all night, those two old wretched men are low lives..how did you fall victim?do you know them?should we go report to the police?
  He asked questions I knew not the answers,with curiosity in his eyes,indicating he was looking up to me for quick replies..I had a split second to answer series of questions, should I just tell the truth?or do I keep up with the lies?does this man deserve my dishonesty?? I stared at the ground wishing it could swallow me up.

Chapter 11
  "Damn you!!!,you better start talking, and this time the real truth!..." Those men that captured me is my father and his friend",I said in a dim,shallow voice."let's get out of here,we l come back to that ",he grabbed my left arm and swung it around his shoulder, sweeping me off my feet to his back...he paced without slowing down.." This guy is a horse,yes!!..I thought..I rode on his back like I would ride on a horses back..he had the strenght of a horse,would his dick be like that of a horse too?I thought recklessly.. "Look,we are close to where I parked the car, just hang on tight Freda" he said..we finally got to the car and he placed me like egg,leaning me towards the back seat of the car..hurriedly, he shut the door of the back seat and made way for the ignition..
  Once he started the engine,it kicked."God is still with us after all,he said jokingly.. I could not afford a joke nor a smile,my head was Panging and I started bleeding on my head seriously.. But I didn't mind,and didn't want Kel to mind too...my major headache was for us to make it out of this God forsaken land alive!!..Kel kept his eyes glued to the wheels till we got out of sight..
We were already getting to the next village called "ibillo".. A rural area in the outskirts of Benin,the town shared borders with both kogi and Benin.
Kelvin made a halt!!" What's the probs Kel??.."I need you to tell me who you are,where is your family!who are you going to see in Lagos?..I need nothing less than the truth!!!...
  I started sobbing; hoping my tears will appeal to his emotions.. Kel was everything a real woman wanted.he had the action of a man,and the compassion of a woman.."Kel,I told you he is my dad".."rubbish!!,he said..how can your dad lock you up?why would he?..I don't understand.. "I thought of what to say to make him comprehend but words were scarce..then I picked up courage and looked him in the eye,while he was quizzing me, grabbed his fore arm,leaned forward tip toeing,and kissed his soft,succulent lips..after the long French kiss,he became the one lost for words not me!!!..

Chapter 12
We both lost our lungs due to the deep,passionate kisses..I was  practically gasping for air but I still wanted more..he lifted me up from the side of the road and placed me at d backseat where he joined me..
It was a sensual feeling..he kissed me from the crown of my head to the sole of my feet..afterwards, he grabbed the weakest part of my body(breast and nipple),he used his tongue to fiddle with them..Christ!!I was screaming at the top of my moaning.. It had this ticklish feeling that  even made it more interesting when he bit my nipples with both his lips..that gave me a bitter sweet sensation..
I grabbed his dick for the first time to certify the size.."Horse!!!..I enthused..it was about the first big thing I have ever seen..I never had a relationship because its either my brother and father gang up to threaten a guy they noticed made passes at me,or my family shame victimized me from getting a good guy..
  Kel noticed a pause with his dick in my hands"Freda what's the problem?"..."nothing Kel,I'm just not game for this,I've been through alot .."I know dear..he said"..I felt a warm substance fall on my palm..he had ejaculated, and it kept gushing out like a spring.. "I'm sorry, he rushed off hurriedly...*sighs*.."thank God",I chanted in my subconscious...part of me wanted him,but how can I sleep with a man I just met..how could I make love to this man when I suffered bruises in my vagina.. I felt a big tear in my pussy,and the pain reminded me not try any escapades for now till I was OK in every aspect... Lasgidi state of mind,I thought..as he rushed back from where he cleaned up..he started the engine and we moved on..

Chapter 13,
  I felt cold water to my face..what's wrong,I thought.."wake up you moron, you have blanked out enough"...could that be my fathers voice??how???...that was when reality dawned on me that I've been dreaming in heaven compared to the hell of a nightmare I was waking up to.."where is my kel"?.."what happened to the Lagos trip"..I started thinking bout how possible all these scenarios were to the core aspect of life in reality..
  Then a slight head ache brought a reminder of how I fainted due to a rod being used on my head.."shit!!I'm dead!!..the dream would have been a better reality to go to right now..I couldn't move cause I was bound with duct tapes and chains on my feet,the more I struggled, the more the pains increased..I felt like a creature God hated!!how can he let the devil have a filled day with me??what was the essence of living a life of pain,shame and sorrow....as I was debating with words in my thoughts, I felt a hand touch my thighs.."come hear you little cunt"...."papa,what did I do wrong??,why are you doing this?what do you stand to gain??...a lot!!!,he interrupted "look at the little that is left of us,everybody is gone,everything is gone..I want to live my last days in affluence.., my dear wife,he sobbed..." I'm so sorry it has to be this way,I'm sending Freda in 3days to the great beyond,....
  I stared at my dad..this man is a psycho,I thought..what do I do?before I could even think,he grabbed me,slapped me in other to humble me,and opened my innocent legs again to have sex with me...as he was pounding heavily deep inside me,I felt so much pain that I became painless.. I had been dis oriented by life and disfigured by my father that brought me to the world..

Chapter 14,
Just as he was about to be through with his shenanigans, his best friend walked in,
"haa!!,Balooo!!,balooos gun!!,you done quickly run am sharp sharp..you be bad man"..my father kept a grin on his cheek and stole a stare at me.."how far that baba now?he asked.."he talk sey every every don set..na make you do your part"..what!!I screamed in me,..is his part sexing me??Christ!!save my soul..my body is irredeemable.. Have mercy,..as I was praying in my heart,his best friend tied me properly and took advantage to touch my body parts..I spat at his face"useless bastard!!!,I said,you want to have me the way you had my mum nights dad wasn't around??"
  My dads face turned red..I've never seen so much rage clouded up in his face for a loved one apart from my mum..they were both reckless but he loved her recklessly too..by that time,Mr Benson had already worn a sober look.."Bidemi",my dad called..it was my name in which my dad called when he was serious about an issue that needed the truth.."did I hear you correctly, he asked.."Balo,this girl is talking trash,its all a set up to make us fight"".."Bidemi!!!...sir?,I replied.."is there any validity in what you said??.."yes sir"..I answered...in the twinkle of an eye,they were both wrestling.. They beat each other up till..."wait!!,Benson pleaded.."if you want to kill me,go ahead but Freda is my daughter!!!!!!!
  How?why?when? Were likely questions drawn up on my face..are you saying this useless pig is my father!!.."O God!!,I'm a dead woman walking "..mum has killed me oooo.
Before I could think much,my dad or supposed dad brought out a knife and stabbed his best friend in the throat..it was a terrible sight to behold..he slot the knife deep into his oesophagus and brought it out, within 5seconds,the whole place was in a pool of blood..at that point,I had said my last prayers in wait for Mr Balogun to come and terminate my life..he looked at me as he was done with his friend..and he started walking towards me with the knife,as he was moving closer,I started recollecting how he mercilessly killed his friend and left him cold blooded..I was next to go,and I was also prepared to;"mum and bros,here I come"..

Chapter 15;
He brought the knife to my neck and lowered it to my legs,to my utmost surprise, he cut me loose.."go!"he said..I was transfixed in my position, why would he let me go after all these humiliation... Is it the secret I let out that made the difference? Was it my prayers?was it another type of trap??.."I know you would never forgive me..he started.. I was pushed into doing blood money and through failed attempts, I lost your mum and siblings..I was assured that once I have sex with you thrice and bring you in,you will be used as the sacrificial lamb..but as it is...*coughs*..I want you to run as fast*coughs heavily*as you can and never come back.."papa,I said sobbing "let's leave and seek help from pastors".. He let out a slim smile" its too late,I've slept,wined and dined with the devil".. He gasped for air and he dropped dead
  It would have been expected I cried,but it never happened.. My face was as dry as a rock..I took a glance at both corpse.."so this is where life ends"..vanity upon vanity..we struggle, hussle and bustle all to end up 6fts underground..All the human pride,ego,hatred,inequality, scorn will all be irrelevant in the end..all of a sudden,I snapped out of thoughts of the dead,they are gone..I searched every where for anything valuable but none,I was able to scrambled #1115,I took it along with my heels..I ran to the spot I left kel to see if a miracle would happen.."God!!lemme meet him,I'll tell the truth and nothing but the truth"..I got there and met no kel,I wasn't disappointed but angry at my ego for not even explaining things in the first place..as I walked away to try and add up the money to complete Lagos bus of #3000..I heard from behind "ma'am,wait!!!"... Who could that be??

Chapter 16;
  I turned to look back and it was the hotel manager.." Mr Kelvin asked me to give you this if I ever saw you"..."thanks"....I said,as I collected the brown envelope.. I took a couple of steps before checking it..in it,there was a letter,#5000 cash and a complimentary card..
  The letter goes thus..."my love,my love for you stays reassuringly every time you go..I've left all you need to bring you to Lagos,and dropped my address too..make sure you take care of you for us..I'll be waiting as long as it takes,even if it means forever..Kel.."
  I broke down in tears after reading the note..I didn't deserve Kel..he was too good,he was that shiny light in my darkness,he was my muse,my charm..I wiped my tears,dusted my gown and headed for the motor park..I paid and took my sit, then I started drawing out plans on what and what to do when I get to Lagos,who to meet and all..will I still go to my neighbours place,or should I stay with Kel??no!!that's absurd,don't want to loose my value in his sight..so I stuck to the plan,let's see whether staying over at my ex neighbours home is accepted.
  The journey to Lagos was farther than I envisaged.. There were a lot of bumpy roads,I just kept staring  through the window at the beautiful nature created by God..I thought they said everything God creates is Good??how come my life has been halted by so many Bad?how come the devil is using my life to play Sudoku?I didn't even think Job suffered what I suffered..The stigma,the abuses,the eternal,physical, emotional and psychological damages?
  Guess they are questions that can never be answered..I thought about what Mr Balogun said about how he used my brothers, how??was it metaphysically he jinxed them to steal??in other for their bloods to spill?did he also hex mum to faint,collapse and die??
"SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!!!,I THINK I'VE LOST IT!!"

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Thursday, 14 September 2017

Life and Times of Freda Balogun 1-9

Written by Dunsin Olaniyan (iG: @shizzychase)

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Chapter 1
   Growing up,for me was an everyday battle to win a war.. I needed my father,but he needed the needle;my mom was a born alcoholic..Our neighborhood is an everyday crime scene,and you are lucky to make it out of there as an adult..I had two brothers but their blood was spilt on the soil of Okene,a town in kogi state..
  My brothers were the real children of their father and were at the top of their game in juvenile delinquency.. My father was once a rich man,his wealth made him poor. He got lucky rich,he was overwhelmed by the wealth and got into vices..He started taking cocaine, steroids,heroine and what have you..
  As time flew,his wealth started declining and things got rough,he had to sell his investments to keep up with the regular dosage of drugs..At the twinkle of an eye, we found ourself  back to the village all the way from Lagos.. Both my parent were dysfunctional, and partners in crime..They get high,hit each other and have sex..This is the life and times of Freda Balogun..

Chapter 2,
  One very day, we were in our new mud home in the village when youths brought the corpses of my two brothers,"God why?"that was all that was on my lips,my mum fainted and was quickly taken to the only health center 14kilometers away from civilization.. They claimed my brothers were caught stealing and were given instant judgement of jungle justice..they were cut into pieces and brought back to us in bits.Unknown to me,there were more damnations to come,my father tried to console but to no avail..
  After 30minutes,we got another news that mom died on the way to the clinic,due to insufficient fuel in the village chiefs Peugeot..I became unconsolable, my world came crashing down,even if she had no use or contribution to my growing up,"a mother is still a mother"..but life had to go on,and it did..
  It was my 18th birthday and dad went hunting early to kill bush meat..he was broke and resulted to cheap highness like snuff, inhaling petrol,sniffing excreta from soak away and a few others.I was in a high spirit twisting and turning to the music from radio kogi..It was nothing to the luxury life we once lived at lekki..Tables turn,bridges burn,live n learn,*sigh*.. I had to make happiness out of sadness,I had to see the sun in the rain,I didn't want to give up and I wanted to bring back the root of my family tree.
  Deep in thought with mixed feelings, I lay on my mat,and carelessly slept off..I'm a deep sleeper,it didn't take five minutes before I started off in space..I was in my dream when I saw my father having sex with me,I was trying to struggle but he over powered me..All of a sudden,I woke up to the wicked reality that it was a dream come true.. "Dad,what are you doing", I asked," shhh,nobody has to know",I glanced at my panties and they were soaked with blood."dad,what have you done".."Freda,it l be fine,let's keep it secret.."
I pushed him with all the strength in me and headed for the door..The man that brought me to life took my virginity..how,what and whom will I confide in,I had no one but my shameless father.I took out part of the blood stain in front of his house and said"you will die slow,you will beg death but affliction will answer",I spat on the ground and left.

Chapter 3,
  I was profusely sweating out of exhaustion, I had run the race of my life after placing the curse,then I paused for a moment to catch my breath.. "Wait o,where am I going to,who am I going to see".. With thoughts flowing through my head,I sat hopelessly on the ground..Thinking of how to make the impossible a possibility," if I can get a means of transport to Lagos,I can go to our old neighbours, I'm sure they l accept me"
Caught up in that dilemma,I flashed back on how I practically trained myself through teenage, how I scrambled to get tissues for my 1st menstruation;my mom was never there throughout my difficulties through puberty.. And now I miss her like she meant the whole world.."what a harsh world,reality is a bitch",then I heard a car horn from my subconscious.. "Madam,...sister,... .hey..." Then I felt a cold hand on my shoulders that sent a chill down my spine..I turned back,to see this tall,handsome,cute,confident young dude with a good aura and choice of words."you could have gotten yourself killed,what were you thinking??"..I replied with sweat all over my face"I'm sorry,it wasnt intentional "..my voice was ceasing, his charm was second to none of the guys I've seen in this God forgotten village..I wasn't opportuned to explore the male circle in Lagos.. I hardly saw guys,but this guy is an angel fallen from heaven,I bemused.." Can I drop you off towards where you going?",I replied "never mind,and left his sight..

Chapter 4,
I thought to myself " are you stupid,y did you decline his offer you moron"..I was almost getting to the market square where I kept a few accomplice.. "Ejura,I need your help.." Wait!!,y you dy sweat like festival goat??"..Then I glanced at Ejuras wares,they were not up to quarter of what I needed to leave the village for Lagos.. "Never mind", I'll see you later".." Freda!!!Freda!!Freda!!"she yelled but I was not in no mood to hang around..my bloodstain had dried but I was oozing of different odours,the combo of sweat,blood and dirt..I went to the stream to wash off,by then the cloud was forming, and everyone was making haste to get to their homes..
  I looked around and saw a shed where I could hide from the incoming rain;as I was pacing,I almost got knocked over by an incoming vehicle..my town is a place where travellers from the northern states and Abuja pass by to Lagos, so its usually a busy route..The car maneuvered in other not to hit me,and rammed into a tree instead..
  I ran to see the damage my ill luck had caused,lo and behold,it was the charming gentle man that was involved in the accident."shit,this man just saved my life!!!"

Chapter 5
  I ran as fast as I could for help but to no avail,so I decided to come back to the spot it all happened.. To my surprise, I saw the man limping out of the car with minimal bruises.."oh,thank God you are alive "let's get you to the hospital"..  how??,he replied;the closest clinic not hospital,is miles away"and its too long a journey to embark for these minor injuries,"I need a hotel,I'll be fine if I get one,he said"..The least I could do was show him the hotel or guest house,after all,he got into this mess because of me.."you have cost me a lot,you know right?he said...I kept mute and continued walking towards the closest guest house.."this is about the best you can get"I pointed towards the motel,"I'll come check up on you tomorrow "and I walked away.." Where do you think you are going young lady?"he halted me;,our eyes met,and I could see his deep blue eyes,soft pink lips,and well structured frames..he was a total package of a man,every woman's dreams,his voice made me tremble and once again I saw someone that gave me a glimmer of hope that there is still a meaning to life for me..
"What do you want??" I asked,and he replied," stay with me"..I'm a stranger,I don't know anyone apart from you"..His carriage made it impossible for me to say no,and once in my life time,I was ready to damn any consequence.. "Let's go," I said.

Chapter 6
   The evening had started manifesting its presence,darkness encompassed the surface of the town..I was lost in deep thoughts on how I ended up in a motel with a man,then I heard a familiar voice"you can take the bed,I'll sleep on the floor"..I turned around to stare at his face,his soft flesh that he wanted to punish sleeping on the hard ground.."no,I'll take the floor",I said,and this time around I was ready to resist his charm by standing by my words,so I hurriedly went for the floor without complain.."how are you feeling? ",I asked.." The same way you are feeling dear,..now!tell me,why did you want to get yourself killed?and where are you headed"...."Lagos...I'm going to Lagos,but I was robbed",I felt this bitter ness in me for lying to this young man but I needed to do what I had to,my dad would probably have a search party look for me by morning... He knew I couldn't make it that far on foot to wherever I wanted to run to..Flash backs of him dipping his genitals into me rang through my head..
   "I'm so sorry bout that,I'll make a call through to have a mechanic fix the car,then I could drop you off in Lagos..is that okay??". A begger always lacks choice,so I gave in and thanked him for his gesture..we exchanged names " my name is Kelvin but you can call me Kel,and you??",I hurriedly replied"Freda,...Freda is my name".."where in Lagos are you headed?..He asked,"Ajah,"..wow!!,what a coincidence, I'm going that direction, anyways lemme give you time to rest"he said.."buh could you please come to the bed,its big enough for two".I was too tired to refuse,so I gave in...
   Very deep into the night, I started gasping for breathe, the horrific incidence of the morning started replaying itself in my dreams..I screamed like a mad dog,only to be held back by Kelvin.."what's wrong,you must have been having a nightmare",I felt so terrified that I grabbed him tight to my chest or breast,and started weeping. "Its going to be okay"he said.. I somehow felt safe and I honestly believed it was going to be fine as long as I remained in his arms..everything just felt right,who is this mystery of a man?,was it fate that made our paths cross?is he someone I should be scared of?,..he looked very harmless,full of life,with the body of a god..His packs were well structured like that of an athlete, his dentition was perfect, he had the height of a model and the eyes of an angel..Before I could come back from this fantasies, his lips were already heading towardsó mine and I remained motionless and powerless..

Chapter 7,
   He kissed me like a priceless work of art,I felt like 'monalisa'...his lips were so soft and tasted like berries, we kept on making out passionately until I paused" stop!!","seriously I need you to stop!!"..He leaned backward to take a quick glance at me"what's wrong dear".."what is not wrong?huh?we barely know each other"..I replied. "I'm so sorry Freda,we were both caught up in the moment,it won't repeat itself", he apologized but some part of me still wanted him..I was wet in my panties,I had nothing to loose,my father had taken that sacred price I wanted to keep for my future hubby.." Its OK,let's get back to bed"..I said grudgingly,
We both backed each other and slept off... By 6am,I lazily dragged myself up only to turn and meet breakfast served in bed!!!..I started blushing in his absence,I've never been treated with this much care,love and affection in my entire life..."morning Freda,hope you slept well?"he asked as he walked in.."yes I did,morning Kel"..His gaze alone had the ability to melt the heart of Jezebel herself!!..
  "I set out early,with the help of the hotel I was able to get a mechanic..he is almost done".." Thanks for the meal,I replied.. He was on this tight boxers that brought out the shape of his dick and they looked very massive down there.."eat your breakfast while I go and shower "..I kept staring at his ass till he left,he just knew how to get a lady with his seductive but manly movement.." Have you gone mad!!",I thought to myself,and immediately went back to munch my meal after spending the last day without one.
   In no time,we were set for the journey and headed for the car,I paused and took a last look at the direction of the route to my fathers house and got into the car..'Lagos,here I come'..As he was about to start his engine,I overheard when the hotel manager was discussing with his staff,"I heard one Mr Balogun is in a critical state, I leaned forward to hear more."I heard he fell off a palm tree this morning and broke his spinal cord"...
  I wanted to get out but I thought for a second.."should I leave this charming prince for the devil of a father?"...

Chapter 8
Torn in between making one of the decisions of my life..I thought.."This is my blood you know?",my Angel was trying to appeal to the demon in me to go back and give my old man some help,after all,he is paralysed; I thought of how I lost my brothers, my mother and about loosing the last family in the surface of this earth,I started regretting why I cursed him in the first place..or could it be a coincidence??
  This time around,I needed to think with my brains because if I followed my heart,I might have taken kel over dad.."what's going on??"kel quizzed.."turning to try to give him an answer, I became speechless.. My life paused for a minute at his innocence.. "I need to get something, I'll be back in a moment".. No!,lemme drop you off wherever..he said..I became guilty conscious, because I made my decision, and that was to go back..I forgive him,people may think me crazy,buh he is the last of a dead breed..I needed to save us,I can't loose everybody..I now knew how difficult it was to disown your blood..its a stream that runs through your veins to your heart and soul..
  I once left this young man hanging; am I about to let it repeat itself?? What if going back is the biggest mistake of my life??what if Kel is a fraud?? Am I sure my old neighbours would even take me back?and if they don't,what next?.." There is nothing like home",a silent voice whispered.. As Kel was trying to read through me to know what was going on,I forced the door open and ran as fast as I could towards my fathers route..I'm sure kel was stunned and lost ideas within that split second on what to do,;he lost track of me..

Chapter 9,
  I ran till I had ceased breathe.I stop for a moment to catch some gas,after all Kel can't get through to this place..I was successful in maneuvering him..I just kept walking after the short rest,till my fathers house was at site.As soon as I got to the mud house,the door was wide open,so I dashed inside,"papa..papa.."the next thing I felt was a hard wood on my head, and that was the last thing I recollected..
As I was unconscious, I fell into a trance..I saw myself in the ground and was hearing voices..both voices were familiar, my dads and....my dads best friend,Mr Benson..he was a chain Benson smoker aka naked wire.."Jesus..that man was one of the most useless!!!creations made by God,I'm sure he was made to just add up numerically..
He had made passes at me,slept with my mum severally when she was drunk..his wife was his sex tool and punching bag,even though she is the bred winner of the family.. All he does is play draft,take snuff and (gbana)with my father,his children were not even as lucky as me... No school,no training, no clothes,no toys..
"It was easy to set her up...I just press some few buttons and the thing gel;he said"." You are a real demon, when I called you I was really confused, I didn't want the stupid girl!to expose me"my father said enthusiastically.. I was trying to get up but I couldn't, it was like I was jinxed more like these two men put a hex on me..the only valid thing I could do was listen to their conversation... "We go lock am up first before we can decide the next line of action;you know the baba said I must sleep with her three times before anything". Jesus!was that my father talking? Is it that he wants to use me for ritual? What is going on here!?why can't I move?whom would I call for help?
   I have made the biggest and costliest mistake of my life.." See better person wey I for follow go"..This world is wicked!,this life is a market place..people are selfish!.. Why would God bring me to this world to suffer..All my life,I've been living through pain.would I be wrong if I question God!!!..
  I woke up,and found myself in a strange,grumpy area..the place was space restricted, I couldn't move or stand erect.. It was something like a "guard room" that soldiers use to punish offenders. Only that this place looked dirty,smelling.. As I tried to balance to a sitting position, my hand caught what I had been smelling all day..(faeces)..then I thought,where is this, what could be going on?..I had a million and one question without an answer...

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